witness!! (
basilflower) wrote2022-12-18 02:20 pm
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feelin yucky
bweehh tired.. n nauseous.. hav my doggo brownie in bed with mew rn but I just feel awful n sick
I wonder if anyone bothers two read these or if they even really care
yea people like mew when I'm happy n excited ig but I can't help but feel like it's p easy two hate mew when I feel depurressed n down
I keep wishing kathy n samann nefur had me or my brother nova I feel like shit n I keep blaming mewself fur whsts happening around mew beclaws all I am two my ""parents"" is just an emeowtional punching bag n a way two let out stresss ig
I wish they were good parents n accepted change n me n my brother n actually tried two genuinely help instead of giving me and my brother 59 billion mental health issues n shitty genetics
I feel meowrenlike a failed science expurriment than a purrson at this point
and I can't help but feel like things would be better fur efurryone if I just wasn't here
obvs I'm not gonna hurt mewself or anything like that but it's just.. i wish lot of things were diffurrentt I wish all this didn't hav two be happening
I wonder if anyone bothers two read these or if they even really care
yea people like mew when I'm happy n excited ig but I can't help but feel like it's p easy two hate mew when I feel depurressed n down
I keep wishing kathy n samann nefur had me or my brother nova I feel like shit n I keep blaming mewself fur whsts happening around mew beclaws all I am two my ""parents"" is just an emeowtional punching bag n a way two let out stresss ig
I wish they were good parents n accepted change n me n my brother n actually tried two genuinely help instead of giving me and my brother 59 billion mental health issues n shitty genetics
I feel meowrenlike a failed science expurriment than a purrson at this point
and I can't help but feel like things would be better fur efurryone if I just wasn't here
obvs I'm not gonna hurt mewself or anything like that but it's just.. i wish lot of things were diffurrentt I wish all this didn't hav two be happening
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Sorry things are so rough... definitely hope you feel better soon. But like, in the mean time, don't forget you're loved, yeah?
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