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witness!! ([personal profile] basilflower) wrote2022-12-18 02:20 pm

feelin yucky

bweehh tired..  n nauseous.. hav my doggo brownie in bed with mew rn but I just feel awful n sick

I wonder if anyone bothers two read these or if they even really care
yea people like mew when I'm happy n excited ig but I can't help but feel  like it's p easy two hate mew when I feel depurressed n down
I keep wishing kathy n samann nefur had me or my brother nova I feel like shit n I keep blaming mewself fur whsts happening around mew beclaws all I am two my ""parents"" is just an emeowtional punching bag n a way two let out stresss ig
I wish they were good parents n accepted change n me n my brother n actually tried two genuinely help instead of giving me and my brother 59 billion mental health issues n shitty genetics
I feel meowrenlike a failed science expurriment than a purrson at this point
and I can't help but feel like things would be better fur efurryone if I just wasn't here
obvs I'm not gonna hurt mewself or anything like that but it's just.. i wish  lot of things were diffurrentt I wish all this didn't hav two be happening
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[personal profile] tronic925 2022-12-18 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
we care!!!! I hope you feel better nessy ok! things will get better :wolfheart:
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[personal profile] kjorteo 2022-12-19 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
You are good and cute.

Sorry things are so rough... definitely hope you feel better soon. But like, in the mean time, don't forget you're loved, yeah?