rough nyaight last nyaight

[basilflower]

too sleepy two write too meowch but...

last nyaight was rough.... two keep things brief, i had a therapy appt online, and my therapist had two repurrt some stuff i said (two the authorities) so the police had two come ofur two checc in on us- it was no big deal, all we really did was chat, but kathy got really stressed n heated n she and saman lashed out at mew once the cops left (they lashed out verbally/emeowtionally, not physically or anything dw!!)

they seem two keep blaming mew fur efurry little purroblem- im their scapegoat, i think... they keep blaming me fur my brother's eating disorder, fur my own issues- and i remempurr saman said smth abt how "disabled people are just sitting on their asses all day so they can just not work"- i told him two fuck off n that he was being supurr insensitive

my sleep meds are kiccing in- things are still tense in the household but me n nova are getting thru... maybe ill write meowre anyather day.....

Comments

[kjorteo]

Therapists generally only feel the need to report things if you're threatening self-harm (or harming others, but something tells us you're not that kind of person.)

So when you have someone who's in enough of a crisis that the cops had to show just because their therapist was that worried about them, obviously what you do is you yell at them and make them feel like shit for the trouble. That's totally not going to cause issues with piling more negativity on someone who was already at their most vulnerable, or cause issues with how comfortable they feel talking to their therapist about the things that need to be talked about, or anything like that. A+ parenting and handling of the situation right there. /s

Ugh, we're sorry you went through all that. Hope you sleep well, at least.

[basilflower]

yea.... i wasnt threatening SH or anyone else, but i was expurressing worry abt my brother's condition- his weight is at a dangerous level beclaws of his ED (hell, the doctor told him not two move around too meowch beclaws they didnt want him burning any calories) but kathy and saman just. keep. talking about weight. and dieting. which triggers the both of us. my therapist said they'd send someone two checc in on us- i was expecting a social worker or smth like that but nop it was the cops :'3

thamks fur yewr sympathy, i appurreciate yew listening two mew ;w; <3 i hope yew had a good slep n hav a good day when yew read this <3